Linnea Blogs Her Way

Treasure Letter

Dear Young Queens,

You are a QUEEN and you should carry yourself as such. You have a crown and you sit on a throne. A throne that has been kept warm by other Queens who came before you. You should know that you are special. You should know that you’re worth more than gold. You are a rare beauty and you come from long lines of rare beauties. Your soul is unmatched and fluorescent. You are a treasure QUEEN, and you are meant to be treasured. You’re powerful beyond measure. You just need to discover it, and use your power. You don’t need validation from others. You just need to validate yourself. You don’t need his love if he doesn’t want you to have it. You need to find self love, love yourself first, and foremost. There is no greater love. In case you didn’t know all of this already, let this serve as your constant reminder.

Sincerely,

L I N N E A

BLIZZARD

Night fell, and I could hear the snow hitting my window. I could hear the wind whistling boldly. I peaked through the blinds, and I could hardly see anything outside. I looked at the time, and it was just a little past eight in the evening. I knew for sure that I was in for the night, now that it was storming. I began undressing all the way down to my birthday suit. Before heading to my bathroom, I paused, and looked in the mirror. I’ve been working out lately, and I loved what I saw. My abs were forming, my breasts were sitting perky, my ass was sitting nicely, and it was plump. My thighs were still thick, but more toned. I went into my bathroom, and turned the shower on. I fixed my water just right before I stepped inside. I like it hot, steamy actually. My water was ready and I hopped right in. Oh my goodness! The water felt so good falling against my melanin soaked skin. I let it marinate down my entire body, including my hair, and my face. My eyes automatically closed due to the severity of the relaxation that I was experiencing. I was calm and all was still. There is a small window in my bathroom, and I could still hear the blizzard coming down outside. So I after I finished allowing the water to just pour onto me, I started lathering up my cloth. I began to wash myself thoroughly. In the midst of me washing, I heard a loud noise, and the electricity went out. I’m still in the shower and the water is still running. It startled me for a second until…

Until I felt a wetness that consumed my entire body. Yes the water was STILL running, but this wetness felt a little different yet very familiar. I began to moan uncontrollably out of no where, my eyes were rolling backwards. I was literally standing in the shower in the pitch black darkness feeling pleasure. But how? I couldn’t see anything, hear anything, or anyone. I couldn’t speak. I could only moan and feel. The feeling was getting stronger, and stronger to the point where I was about to fall backwards. It was odd because I had lost control of my body, and honestly it felt so good. My body fell backwards but I didn’t feel it. What I did feel was a wet tongue crawling up my stomach, landing on my left nipple, and massaging it sensually. Then it traveled on over to my right nipple, to repeat this action. Ultimately, it landed right inside my mouth, kissing me, and I have never been kissed so good before in my life. I thought I was dreaming. I couldn’t quite comprehend what was happening to me, and why. It sounds weird, I know. The kissing continued for about what felt like a very long time. Then, I felt a hand caressing my vagina simultaneously while kissing me. I STILL COULD NOT MOVE!! I could only feel, and I was excited beyond explanation. It stopped suddenly, but I wanted more.

More came just I like I had hoped it would. I felt a tongue again, this time stroking in, and out of my vagina. I have never felt pleasure this great before. Who or What the hell is this? Where am I? Am I dead? Am I still at home in my shower? These are the questions I was asking myself quietly. The licking continued aggressively, and I could feel my climax erupting. I climaxed so hard and for sooo long! The lights came back on and I was frozen. I saw HER. It was a woman.

WHO WAS SHE?

Alone

Alone in the dark…

I feel like an outcast. All my life, I’ve always felt like the outcast. Alone with just my thoughts is a dangerous place to be, I know. Yet, it’s an intriguing place to be. The darkness conjures up all of my ill feelings. Feelings that I hold against myself daily, that I try to keep hidden deep within me. I have a few friends here and there. But you know what, I feel more alone whenever I’m surrounded by people. How can this be? Those people never really seem to notice though. I smile and I laugh. It’s a mask that I wear and I wear it so well. Why am I like this? Sometimes I prefer to be alone because I’ve become so accustomed to the darkness, the loneliness, and the negative thoughts that have kept me company for so long. The worst part is that I believe those thoughts. My mind feeds off of those thoughts. They comfort me and they’re my friends. My best friends, actually. They tell me to be sad, that it’s better for me to be alone, to not have any contact with the outside world, and they keep me far away from anything or anyone trying to rescue me from myself. Twisted right? No…what’s twisted is that I fell into the trap, and I’m comfortable there. Will someone save me or will I have to save myself?

Depression is real and it preys upon the weak. It preys upon the weak and the strong. Check on your strong friends and your weak friends. Check on all your friends and loved ones. Check on someone today. In some cases, an immediate intervention is needed. Sometimes a person seems happy, but pay attention to their eyes. The eyes will always lead you to their truth. It is imperative that we all take great care of our mental health, and that we seek help when necessary. Seek help when you can’t help yourself. Mental Illness is real and it plays evil tricks with your mind, and can end in tragedy. Please seek help!

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WOLF HER

Not your average wolf…

I’m normally quiet and I like to stay hidden. Though, I’ve been known to bring the noise when they send for me. I eat diamonds for breakfast and spit out gems. I run with wolves, but they always end up following my lead. It’s shocking to some that a pack of wolves would choose me to be their Queen. They can feel my strength, my aura, and I’m very hard to refuse. Depending on how you treat me love, I can be the beginning to your end. I am invincible and sometimes quite unrecognizable. I’m trying to warn you darling for I possess the power to make things, and individuals go invisible. Have you ever heard of Fire and Ice? I refuse to travel without bringing the storm. I’ll bring the forest down, shake the trees, and break the ground. I’m fluent in fire and will burn you if you speak out of turn. HER tongue is wicked. You’ve been warned!

I am Wolf HER!

Body

Here I am standing naked in front of you. My hair is big and free. My warm caramel melanin soaked skin is doused in coconut oil and is glowing. Have you ever seen beauty like this? Have you ever smelled anything so deliciously sweeter? My breasts are voluptuous and so full. They always spill out into my tops with my nipples gazing directly at you. My thighs are thick and curvy. My butt is plump, curvy I am. My stomach is not so flat with light stretch marks sketched in, and yet still so very smooth. My SACRED GARDEN which you know as my vagina is well kept, clean, tasteful, plentiful, and heavily watered. Now that I’ve shown you my naked body, what are you going to do with it? Honestly, I have no doubt in my mind that you’ll conquer every inch of me. I can only imagine the things you’ll do to my body. The things you’re going to do to my body. The things I want you to do to my body. However, what I crave the most is an articulate tongue. Conquer my mind and undress my soul. Conjure up my spirit and massage my mind with words that can penetrate my soul. Knock down the door and take off the hinges that have been hiding my complex mind. I need you to do it in such a way that will lead to the walls falling down, that surround my rare soul causing my spirit to appear. Can you make my soul smile and entice my spirit out of the shadows? Can you satisfy my mind, body, soul, and spirit? Well King…if you can do this, you shall live in my eternal climax.

Aunt C

Death landed on our doorstep yet again. But this time, it came for my beloved Aunt Cookie. My Aunt and I had a very special bond that could never be broken. No not even in death. She was my second mother and she called me her “Poopsie”, yes she did LOL. She called me that when I was much younger and would later switch it up. Once I got older, she called me “Nae Nae” “Nea” or Linnea. My love for shopping and watching tv was birthed through her. Oh how she loved her tv shows. Especially the westerns and soap operas. Every time she saw me she would ask me, “Nea did you watch the stories?” Young and the Restless was her absolute favorite lol. I can’t even put into words the pain I felt (the pain I still feel) when I got that AWFUL phone call. The call that all of us dread. She died and I just froze up so bad. I actually had a panic attack, anxiety, and it was an outer body experience. I was in shock, disbelief, and pure sadness. I had just seen her not too long ago at the Nursing Home facility where she stayed. We watched tv, chatted a bit, and then I left. Why didn’t I stay longer?! Little did I know, that would be the very last time I would ever see her in the land of the living. I know it’s cliche but I truly thought my Aunt Cookie would live forever!!!! She was soooo sweet, special, beautiful, and kind to all who she crossed paths with. She was a true gift from God and the rarest of souls. A soul that I’ll always cherish in my fondest memories of her. It will be different and VERY difficult without her. It hurts, the pain feels unbearable in all honesty and I can’t understand it. However, I will never question GOD. I LOVE you soooo much Aunt Cookie FOREVER and ALWAYS! I promise to make you proud and I promise to leave my mark on this world while I’m here. You will live through me and I’ll see you again one day.

We laid her to rest today and now let the healing begin…

❤️

Are YOU OK?

Are you ok?

This is a pretty simple question right? Seems like it. Well…not exactly. Whether you’d like to believe it or not, realize it or not, there are many people walking around right now and they are in fact not ok. People you walk by daily, people you work with, people you’re related to, people you’re friends with, people you laugh with, and just people you cross paths with in general. But with all the hustle and bustle of life’s grueling duties, it never really occurs to any of us to stop and ask the question. “Are you ok?” is a powerful question and packs a healing punch. In many cases, it holds the key to the caged up pain. It could possibly change the course of a person’s day. It could possibly change the course of a life. Just because one wears their smile extremely well, does not mean they’re ok. Lots of people hide behind smiles and laughter which is why you have to pay close attention to the eyes. The eyes never lie. The eyes will give you a keen view into the soul and tell the truest story. It is the gateway. So many people are hurting in silence and are crying out in silence. Asking someone if they’re ok will cost you absolutely nothing and it’s even more priceless for them. I know what you may be thinking. Why doesn’t the person in need just ask for help? Why do I have to ask them if they’re ok? It’s so much more complex. Most people who are battling something in silence, feel like they have no one to turn to for various reasons. They may suffer from abandonment issues, they’re broken, they’ve been abused, and the list can go on. They feel like no one understands them, they’re afraid, and they don’t trust so easily. If you were getting hurt on a daily basis by someone who claimed to love you or if you were being bullied on a daily basis, Would you speak up so easily? What if you placed your trust in more people than you could count on two hands only for it to be broken every single time? Would you speak up so easily then? When humanity has failed you repeatedly, would you speak up so easily then? No I am in no way telling you that you need to be a savior or that you’re required to ask, “Are you ok”. But let me remind you in a friendly fashion, that it costs you nothing to show kindness and compassion for another human being. Another human being like you and one day you might be the one suffering in silence.

Recently, Meghan Markle did an interview and out of everything she said, there is one statement she made that has been embedded into my mind ever since. She said, “Thank you for asking because not many people have asked me if I’m ok”. Wow, I really felt that and her eyes screamed pure sadness. This is an example of how we all get so wrapped up in our own lives that we forget to be human and we forget to show compassion for one another. So I challenge you all who have taken time out to read this, I challenge you to check on someone today and ask them if they’re ok. I challenge you to leave someone better than you found them.

BE WELL!

Queens V

She really needs no introduction. But let me tell you a little something about her…

She is a unique treasure. A gem of a beauty and filled with sparkling passion. When in rare form, she holds the power to eat you up and spit you out if she so chooses. IF SHE CHOOSES. She smells like a meadow growing berries and other sweet fruits of her magnetic labor. The meadow has never seen a drought and knows no drought. She can run a marathon of sturdy circles around you without ever growing tired. The most seasoned marathon runner can’t even hold a flame to her. There is no one quite like her. She houses a suction of magical kryptonite. She is hypnotic. She is powerful. She is great. An aphrodisiac. Your only drug of choice. She is not of this world. Fair warning…

If she invites you in and you oblige. Well…if you enter the great walls of her. If she gets a hold of you, you will forever be changed. Be careful love.

Linnea

Happy Now

When I awake in the mornings, there is a peaceful noise. There is a permanent smile that appears to have awaken within me. I’ve never felt a smile quite like this one before. Well…I have in my dreams a few times. It’s so powerful for it to have reached my soul, powerful. My soul is smiling so vibrantly. I can’t seem to contain my excitement nor my energy. My energy is not just good. It’s electric and it’s a shock to me. I can only imagine what it will do once I’m in the company of others. Maybe it will latch onto them and work its wonderful magic. The dark clouds might still come around but I can’t acknowledge them anymore. I’m too full on peace and happiness. The sun drowns out the clouds and is always shining so bright wherever I go. I put my trust into the trail of sunshine and now I’m shining. I’m floating because I feel lighter. I’m free and I’m happy now.

How did I reach my “Happy Now”? I’m doing what makes me happy. Oh and I removed toxic beings & things from my life.

Linnea

Be Well!

HER MOUTH PART 2

She opens up her mouth, spits out words that’ll shake the core of your soul. She speaks empowering words of power, and they cut deep. Skin deep, seeping into your pores, leaving an unforgettable, everlasting imprint of impression. When she speaks, the world stands still. The world listens for there is no noise, only a soft wind blows. When she speaks, it’s an outer body experience. When she speaks, you listen. She speaks in angelic tongue, heavenly even. Her mouth is filled to capacity in depth, and serves as a strong source of substance. Her mouth is the only force to be reckoned with. So tread lightly darling.

-Linnea